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Reverend Dr. William H. Curtis

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Spiritual Capacity
For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
Romans 8:18 (NKJV)

There are times when you find yourself caught in the space between “almost” and “not yet.” It’s a frustrating place to be. Whether it’s hours, days, months, or years, those trying moments of waiting and feeling stuck can pull on you.

But I’m here to remind you that God has made you strong enough to endure It. He’s made you capable enough to handle it. He’s made you spiritual enough to grow from it. Psalm 30:5 says, “Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning.” You’re not made just for the weeping and the joy; you are made for the space in the middle too.

We have, in Jesus Christ, the capacity to endure anything. You have much more endurance than you could ever know. You are made strong enough, tough enough, resilient enough, and—with Christ—spiritual enough to handle those in-between times.

You have spiritual capacities in you that have been growing and maturing that are not revealed until the time they are most needed. You don’t know what you’re capable of until you have to stand in front of the giant, or speak in front of the Pharaoh, or step out onto the waves, or release your arrow, or stretch out your rod, or patiently wait for the floodwaters to recede.

He makes you deal with delay and setback and disappointment and failed deadlines and people’s broken promises…and then He shows you that you’re still living, still thriving, still progressing, still producing. And it’s all evidence that your endurance has been very much a part of God’s work in your life.

God makes you able to handle whatever you have to handle when it’s your time to handle it. He gives you the spiritual capacity to make it through.

God Remembers You
But God remembered Noah and all the wild animals and the livestock that were with him in the ark, and he sent a wind over the earth, and the waters receded.
Genesis 8:1(NIV)

I am sure Noah built the ark wondering if his faith had been properly connected to God, since he was building when there had been no significant rain on the earth. I suppose he would have felt more greatly assured about it had he not been the only one building, but he was. He nonetheless followed his stirred faith, and he built the ark as God commanded.

The reward for him, I suspect, is when he shuts that door to the constructed ark, having collected his family and a male and female of every living thing on the earth, and he hears the release of the waters that had been held in the heavens. The water crashed to the earth for 40 straight days. Noah had to be deeply grateful to have been selected to be spared from and delivered to the other side of this flood.

I can imagine that Noah had to be anxious to see what life would look like post-flood. After 40 days, the flood waters finally stopped, and the entire creation was flooded. With every living being destroyed, the floating future of the entire earth was shut up in that ark, waiting to see what God would do. And for the next 150 days, the flood continued to cover the earth until, the text says, “God remembered Noah.”

God let the waters slowly recede, until eventually—after much waiting and wondering, prayer and petition—Noah and his family were able to come out of that ark and worship the Lord.

Are you in a time of waiting? A time of uncertainty and anxiety? Be comforted by the fact that God remembers you. You are not alone in this period of difficulty. You are not forgotten by the Lord. The very capsule that you feel so confined by may actually be buoying you up and bringing you to the place that you need to be in your life in order to begin a new season.

So do not despair. Your waiting will not be for always. God remembers you.

Beautiful Despite the Mistakes
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
Romans 8:28 (NKJV)


It is said that in making Persian rugs, the artist stands before the rug while a group of boys stands behind to pull the threads after the artist starts. If one of the boys makes a mistake, the artist adjusts the pattern accordingly so that when the rug is finished, nobody can tell where the mistake was.

This is what I want you to live convicted about: nothing about God's love for you or the way He relates to you will ever change. God knows that you make a lot of mistakes. But aren't you glad He does His artist's work to make your life beautiful despite those mistakes?

No mistake you make could ever make Him change His divine intent. His interaction with you will never become corrupted because you bring to Him a corrupted mind or a corrupted spirit. Whenever you bring twisted language to Him, He still responds with the enormity of His love, because you are valuable to Him.

I'm so glad that God puts up with all my personalities. He puts up with all my attitudes. He puts up with all my complaints. He puts up with all my idiosyncratic ways. He puts up with all my emotional and tumultuous mood changing. No matter how I ascend that mountain, no matter how I begin my prayers, as soon as I’ve pushed my way into His presence, He receives me just like on any other day. Why? Because His word for my life is invariable.

God can take the most awful of your experiences and put spiritual significance on it until it works out for your good. You are so valuable to Him that one of your prayers can bring all of Heaven to bear on your circumstances. Your value to Jesus is invariable, incorruptible, and inestimable.

Know Your Worth
Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.
Romans 8:37 (NKJV)


One of my little brothers in the ministry, Steve, lost his uncle and soon after discovered that his uncle had bequeathed to him a valuable assortment of very high-end timepieces. Because Steve was not into them at the time, he had no idea of their individual or collective worth.

But one day, Steve took one of those rare timepieces to be repaired and he mentioned to the repair person one of the other watches he had at home. He talked about it in a way that let the repair person know that Steve was severely underestimating what he had in his possession. When the repair person discovered how many valuable watches had been given to Steve, he told him that he needed to change his mindset. He gave Steve advice to protect and care for the watches: get a safe, store what you don't wear, have them professionally appraised, get them tuned up, only wear certain pieces for casual outings, learn what is appropriate to wear for certain situations, etc.

It wasn’t long before Steve’s arm began making different movements, so that you couldn’t help but notice his watch. His demeanor changed when he had his valuable watches on. He had to subtly let you know that he knew what he was wearing. We laughed because his wardrobe was soon upgraded to match his watches. He made sure that you understood that he was wearing something valuable.

Friend, you are like God’s cherished timepiece—of immense value. Once you understand how much value you hold in God’s eyes, when you look in the mirror (no matter what circumstances you are facing), you cannot see anything less than “more than a conqueror.” When you understand how much worth you carry in the mind of God, you can't have an anemic outlook on your life. You can’t settle for less than living in God's imaginative purposes for you. You can't go around comparing yourself to other people and feel like you come up short. Not when you know how much value Jesus has placed on your life.

And here’s the thing about out our gracious God: every day He wants to show you off and let the world know what a miracle really looks like. Don’t live like He’s ashamed of you; live in the light of the knowledge of just how precious you are to Him.

The Seed of Faith
And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:19 (NKJV)


In Canada, a believer operated a large green farm of some 2,500 acres. A visitor asked this farmer how he planted his seed. The farmer reached into a bin, pulled out an ear of corn, and proceeded to pop off the kernels. One by one, he placed them in the soil with his fingers. Then he asked the visitor, “Do you believe that we plant seed this way?”

The visitor answered, “No, sir.” The farmer replied, “You’re right, because that’s certainly not how we do it.” He then pointed to a distributor that was some 30 feet wide. “We take a double tandem truck, fill it with certified seed, back it up to the distributor, open the slots, and pour in massive quantities of seed.” He went on to say, “If you’re ever going to be cheap, don’t be cheap with the seed. One bushel of seed invested yields 30 bushels of grain harvested. Thirty to one is not a bad return if you’re ready to believe and willing to invest.”

Friend, whatever you decide to cut back on in your life, don’t cut back on the seed of your faith. In fact, pour your faith on Christ’s sufficiency, sparing nothing. Believe Him for everything. Sow your seed exceedingly and abundantly. Take all the seed you have and toss it in His direction, trusting that if you can give Him faith the size of a mustard seed, He can give you back mountain-moving possibilities and options.

If all you have is a little belief yet left, don’t use that belief on things that fade, rust, decay, and corrupt. Instead, take that same ounce of belief and toss it in His direction, because if you do, you will not come up empty. How do I know? Because the Bible promises that He shall supply all of your needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. You have access to an all-sufficient God who is never cheap. He gives abundantly from the bountiful harvest that is grown from the seed of faith.